I guess I should be more circumspect in
public and not say that it astounds me that so many people now have read Then Like the Blind Man and
actually like it. In fact, there's been a surfeit of praise. I'm tickled of
course, but can this be possible? Am I not dreaming a pleasant dream from which
I'll awaken one day to discover the harsh truth, i.e., that my book is sub par,
mediocre and yet another example of self published claptrap? I ask myself this.
And I'm a little embarrassed, I guess. I mean I'm out there now, publicized in
a way I'm only gradually getting to know. It's sort of like having been behind
locked doors for years and years and finally finding a key of sorts and using
it to open the door and stepping out into the sunshine - where everything is
now exposed. The temptation, of course, is to crawl back, go back inside, shut
the doors, shut out the over bright lights. Seems odd and a little
disconcerting at times but I seem to have an abiding affiliation with the
darkness, more so than I do with the light - it is the darkness that interests
me, that causes me to explore. But that requires light, doesn't it? I need the
light; but I love the darkness.
I find myself at
times afraid of success, though this is what I seem to be striving for. Success
is not bad, of course. We all (probably) want it. You (probably) want it. I
want it. But I wonder whether efforts made on its behalf are truly
fruitful. I have made compromises; I've had to market my book, for
example, more than I had envisioned, being self-published. This has eaten into
my writing time. In fact, of late, writing time has been next to nil. Sometimes
I wonder if there's an easier way to success, whether or not a more preplanned,
formulaic approach to writing would yield greater results.
I aspire to
literary fiction - but I think I may be more of a crusader-novelist than I
would like to admit. I haven't written in other genres (or on second thought
maybe I have and just don't know it yet) so I really don't know what it would
be like to do so. I imagine that genre writers do a good deal more of
preplanning, you know, of the sort that requires outlines and careful, even
meticulous, attention to things like plot points and how to best position them
along the line of the story the better to form 'mind blowing' (hyperbole mine)
transitions from beginning to middle to end - all well and exceedingly good no
doubt. On the other hand, writing literary fiction - if that is what I am
trying to do - seems messier and I think must involve a fair amount of
brooding, imagining hairline fractures (where none exist) or just fumbling
about aimlessly in the dark.
Here's a quote
from Eudora Welty that I think speaks to this. From The Eye of the Story / On Plot
and The Crusader Novelist: "With a blueprint to work with instead of a
vision, there is a good deal that we as the crusader-novelist must be at pains
to leave out. Unavoidably, I think, we shall leave out one of the greatest
things. This is the mystery of life. Our blueprint for sanity and of solution
for trouble leaves out the dark. This is odd, because surely it was the dark that
first troubled us." Imagine that.
Eudora envisions
something beyond merely producing a book that sells well and I think – as
self-published authors – we might do well to consider it. For Eudora writing is
an act of courage, of dealing with that which troubles us, using the pen's eye,
so to speak, to probe the darkness. Whether or not the story produced is a best
seller is beside the point. Whether or not it receives accolades from the
so-called literary establishment is also beside the point. Is it true,
seems to be the point. It could be fantastic, paranormal thriller material –
but is it true? To the extent it is based on plan and formula, to that extent,
it may not be; it may sell well, it may even garner readers and help build a
'brand', but again, is it true? Does truth matter?
I don't think I
could write an outline before writing a book (at least not easily). However, in
writing Then Like the Blind Man I remember
I had a large flat tabletop covered with scraps of paper and pages of copious
notes semi-haphazardly-organized into semblances of chapter sequences, which I
would mull over obsessively, from time to time getting rid of whole sections or
adding new ones. You might have mistaken me then for the mad but brilliant
mathematician John Nash (who Russell Crowe played in the movie A Beautiful
Mind) with all his walls covered in papers and desperate red lines connecting
imaginary dots across miles of paranoid space. Eudora could well have cited me
for having provided a blueprint for sanity and solution for trouble. She might
also have commended an effort, though gross and faltering, at navigating the
darkness. It wasn't about money or marketability – at least not at that point.
You might recall the comparison (I can't remember where it came from) that
describes writing a novel as being a lot like driving at night with headlights.
You might not be able to see the journey's end, but you can see far enough
ahead to make it. I like that comparison, and I come to no conclusions. You
might throw plans out the window and end up with a kind of hodgepodge nobody
understands. And what good would that be? Where's your vision?
Title: Then Like the Blind Man: Orbie’s Story
Author: Freddie Owens
Publisher: Blind Sight Publications
Pages: 332
Language: English
Genre: Historical Fiction/Coming
of Age
Format: Paperback & eBook
Purchase at AMAZON
A
storm is brewing in the all-but-forgotten backcountry of Kentucky. And, for young Orbie Ray, the
swirling heavens may just have the power to tear open his family’s darkest
secrets. Then Like The Blind Man: Orbie’s Story is the enthralling debut novel
by Freddie Owens, which tells the story of a spirited wunderkind in the
segregated South of the 1950s and the forces he must overcome to restore order
in his world. Rich in authentic vernacular and evocative of a time and place
long past, this absorbing work of magical realism offered up with a Southern
twist will engage readers who relish the Southern literary canon, or any tale
well told.
Nine-year-old Orbie already has his cross to bear. After the sudden death of
his father, his mother Ruby has off and married his father’s coworker and
friend Victor, a slick-talking man with a snake tattoo. Since the marriage,
Orbie, his sister Missy, and his mother haven’t had a peaceful moment with the
heavy-drinking, fitful new man of the house. Orbie hates his stepfather more
than he can stand; this fact lands him at his grandparents’ place in Harlan’s
Crossroads, Kentucky,
when Victor decides to move the family to Florida without including him. In his new
surroundings, Orbie finds little to distract him from Granpaw’s ornery ways and
constant teasing jokes about snakes.
As Orbie grudgingly adjusts to life with his doting Granny and carping Granpaw,
who are a bit too keen on their black neighbors for Orbie’s taste, not to
mention their Pentecostal congregation of snake handlers, he finds his world
views changing, particularly when it comes to matters of race, religion, and
the true cause of his father’s death. He befriends a boy named Willis, who
shares his love of art, but not his skin color. And, when Orbie crosses paths
with the black Choctaw preacher, Moses Mashbone, he learns of a power that
could expose and defeat his enemies, but can’t be used for revenge. When a
storm of unusual magnitude descends, he happens upon the solution to a paradox
that is both magical and ordinary. The question is, will it be enough?
Equal parts Hamlet and Huckleberry Finn, it’s a tale that’s both rich in
meaning, timely in its social relevance, and rollicking with boyhood adventure.
The novel mines crucial contemporary issues, as well as the universality of the
human experience while also casting a beguiling light on boyhood dreams and
fears. It’s a well-spun, nuanced work of fiction that is certain to resonate
with lovers of literary fiction, particularly in the grand Southern tradition
of storytelling.
About the
Author:
A poet and fiction writer, my work
has been published in Poet Lore, Crystal Clear and Cloudy, and Flying
Colors Anthology. I am a past attendee of Pikes Peak Writer’s Conferences
and the Association of Writers and Writing Programs, and a member of Lighthouse
Writer’s Workshop in Denver, Colorado. In addition, I am/was a licensed
professional counselor and psychotherapist, who for many years counseled
perpetrators of domestic violence and sex offenders, and provided psychotherapy
for individuals, groups and families. I hold a master’s degree in contemplative
psychotherapy from Naropa University in Boulder, Colorado.
I was born in Kentucky but soon
after my parents moved to Detroit. Detroit was where I grew up. As a kid I
visited relatives in Kentucky, once for a six-week period, which included a
stay with my grandparents. In the novel’s acknowledgements I did assert the
usual disclaimers having to do with the fact that Then Like The Blind Man was
and is a work of fiction, i.e., a made up story whose characters and situations
are fictional in nature (and used fictionally) no matter how reminiscent of
characters and situations in real life. That’s a matter for legal departments,
however, and has little to do with subterranean processes giving
kaleidoscopic-like rise to hints and semblances from memory’s storehouse, some
of which I selected and disguised for fiction. That is to
say, yes, certain aspects of my history did manifest knowingly at times, at
times spontaneously and distantly, as ghostly north-south structures, as
composite personae, as moles and stains and tears and glistening rain and dark
bottles of beer, rooms of cigarette smoke, hay lofts and pigs. Here’s a quote
from the acknowledgements that may serve to illustrate this point.
“Two memories served as starting
points for a short story I wrote that eventually became this novel. One was of
my Kentucky grandmother as she emerged from a shed with a white chicken held
upside down in one of her strong bony hands. I, a boy of nine and a “city
slicker” from Detroit, looked on in wonderment and horror as she summarily
wrung the poor creature’s neck. It ran about the yard frantically, yes
incredibly, as if trying to locate something it had misplaced as if the known
world could be set right again, recreated, if only that one thing was found.
And then of course it died. The second memory was of lantern light reflected
off stones that lay on either side of a path to a storm cellar me and my
grandparents were headed for one stormy night beneath a tornado’s approaching
din. There was wonderment there too, along with a vast and looming sense of
impending doom.”
I read the usual assigned stuff
growing up, short stories by Poe, The Secret Life of Walter Mitty, The
Scarlet Letter, The Cherry Orchard, Hedda Gabler, a little of
Hemingway, etc. I also read a lot of Super Hero comic books (also Archie and
Dennis the Menace) and Mad Magazine was a favorite too. I was also in love with
my beautiful third grade teacher and to impress her pretended to read Gulliver’s
Travels for which I received many delicious hugs.
It wasn’t until much later that I
read Huckleberry Finn. I did read To Kill A Mockingbird too. I
read Bastard Out of Carolina and The Secret Life of Bees. I saw
the stage play of Hamlet and read The Story of Edgar Sawtelle too.
However, thematic similarities to these works occurred to me only after I was already
well into the writing of Then Like The Blind Man. Cormac McCarthy, Pete
Dexter, Carson McCullers, Raymond Carver, Flannery O’Conner and Joyce Carol
Oates, to name but a few, are among my literary heroes and heroines. Tone and
style of these writers have influenced me in ways I’d be hard pressed to name,
though I think the discerning reader might feel such influences as I make one
word follow another and attempt to “stab the heart with...force” (a la Isaac
Babel) by placing my periods (hopefully, sometimes desperately) ‘... just at
the right place’.
Connect & Socialize with Freddie!
Gabby lives by two unbreakable rules: don’t expose her kind, the Sary, and don’t fall in love—too bad some rules are made to be broken.
I've never been a big fan of talking about myself, but if you really want to know, here are some random tidbits about me:
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